Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009
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7:38 am
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maybe time to start zinnias 7.30am on earth day coffee to get the blood rush not sure if we need a fire today
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Sunday, March 22nd, 2009
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12:43 pm
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neighbourly duties, stories to tell the big melt melting boundaries when those out in their yards give a wave maybe eggs too, on barrie's green
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Wednesday, March 18th, 2009
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3:33 pm
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seed to stem to leaf a bit of green for a healthy life each root a gift, deep in the earth where it will drink and feed something for us to drink, and feed
a breath on your leaves to warm you
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Thursday, December 4th, 2008
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8:30 am
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a late early morning four am was awake with dreams around eight a yellow lab nosed me for breakfast
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Monday, December 1st, 2008
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12:39 pm
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warm carbs for the belly, the sky rain and snow no fire tho above zero inside and out
love & pets quietly playful working on something for us and the world
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Friday, November 28th, 2008
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10:42 am
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there are some days where a return to your old self manages to brighten the new.
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Monday, March 10th, 2008
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10:13 am
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lj friends, i created a blogger page and have been writing there. it is about moving to the country from the city. let me know if you'd like the address. peace.
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Thursday, February 7th, 2008
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2:48 pm
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the snow the sun the chill
soon it will be spring and big changes
a place to sew seeds put a piano pet a dog relax enjoy and breathe
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Monday, January 28th, 2008
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4:02 pm
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felt so warm by ideas, by arms
what i don't have to fight for is often worth keeping
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Wednesday, January 16th, 2008
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2:46 pm
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I generally avoid temptation unless I can't resist it. - Mae West
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Monday, January 14th, 2008
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4:53 pm
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montrealllllllllllll "i'm not the kind that likes to tell youuuuu"
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Wednesday, January 9th, 2008
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5:35 pm
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sitting on the seventh floor, level with a horizon of city lights can feel my body re-adjust back to sitting all day and my eyes unglaze to a screen of code
luckily i've taken a break from working full-time to live part-time so the rest of the week will be movement and laughter tomorrow i'm train-bound to montreal to catch up with dear friends, walk a different city's streets, rock out at a saturday night venue and..... meet a lover? make a deal? gain perspective?
so much so much
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Saturday, January 5th, 2008
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11:09 am
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joined a gym - didn't fall off the running machine just fell out of touch with that passive part of me that is good for awhile but not for too long
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Thursday, January 3rd, 2008
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9:55 pm
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yellow tail chardonnay sam prekop beautiful apartment a microphone and a guitar gardens jasmine rice and pineapple
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6:33 pm
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held my own hands, together with myself in a moment looked down at my fingers... middle on the left thinking about each day's passing, my existence now and here.
i will someday be history - joining the sparkle in a ring a young woman wears a moss agate ring from centuries ago (it is the ring of my great great grandmother) i wonder what she thought about this ring, and about life and things.
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Wednesday, January 2nd, 2008
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11:22 pm
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Saturday, December 29th, 2007
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12:20 am
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Tuesday, December 18th, 2007
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10:51 am
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Monday, December 17th, 2007
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5:01 pm
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revising actions and editing direction backing out of something and pushing through something else, always
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Sunday, December 16th, 2007
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6:59 pm
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this week: lights on a church ceiling, friends in a shadowy bar, a city drenched in snow, beautiful men, naked women, and the laughter of a child
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Friday, December 14th, 2007
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10:52 am
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spent yesterday afternoon lazing in the warm nest of a family 2 week old little one in my arms, 18mo old on my back laughing with melli and roan, proud parents, amazing friends
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Wednesday, December 12th, 2007
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5:17 pm
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a darkness in my spine pooling at the pelvis weighing on the shoulders
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Tuesday, December 11th, 2007
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1:48 pm
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three men fell through the ice, one was lost i could tell in mom's words and in dad's voice a small town tragedy is inherently felt at home, brought into one's heart
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Friday, December 7th, 2007
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11:18 am
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Wednesday, December 5th, 2007
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10:59 pm - walk home
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Tuesday, December 4th, 2007
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4:36 pm
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a wrong jump into bed cracked the back of my head it made a rock hard noise which made a shocking cold pulse left a phone msg at midnight to assure myself i was still alive... "just callin to say hi"
have been checking in with my consciousness all day... yep, still here, i say a quiet ache this afternoon in a lonely skull a rare time when living alone can make ya sore
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Monday, December 3rd, 2007
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11:24 am - you you you
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i gotta watch out what i dream about i gotta stay alive when we sleep together ---------
can't wait till the vocals and mixing are done
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Sunday, December 2nd, 2007
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9:12 pm
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tho the white filled city streets my lift was light as air shouted "hold your fire!" to father & son as i carried my guitar to jer's
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Wednesday, November 28th, 2007
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12:24 pm
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"ice for our swollen arms! ice for our swollen hands! ice for our swollen throats! now now now now!"
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Tuesday, November 27th, 2007
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5:10 pm
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she paced above me in needle-like heels so i paced myself around some sharp words none of it coming out right writing for voice lyrical pit of despair, circling the drain
show next thursday and still have to write the songs surreal shocks of horror at the idea of what i will have to perform am i a genius or my own guinea pig?
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Monday, November 26th, 2007
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4:28 pm
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today i bought a red umbrella and christened it in the warm thaw of rain ("november rain"... too cheese)
body feels smooth maybe it's the jaw bones? maybe it's other things
"together, together, together, together, together....."
also, friday night: crooked star, full moon dancing high-fived by a stranger on the walk home
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Thursday, November 22nd, 2007
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8:29 pm
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woke up still asleep
heard snow on the window and peeked through the blind snow!
warmed up under a yellow sheet where it was sunshine
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Wednesday, November 21st, 2007
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12:53 pm
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Tuesday, November 20th, 2007
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4:30 pm
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Thursday, November 15th, 2007
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1:18 pm
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last night i swept the water from my wings and propelled forward into a quiet blue light it is good to be here alone
fed the living beings i care for licked spout water off my fingertips
waiting the day for the one to come and give me hot water again for my baths
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Wednesday, November 14th, 2007
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2:51 pm
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i just bought a pricey tepid coffee with hopes that it would warm me to sitting here a few more hours
"the destination - we reached it, now we're feelin worse"
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Tuesday, November 13th, 2007
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4:51 pm
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there are parts that pain me but it is not the sun today nor my friends
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Monday, November 12th, 2007
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4:11 pm
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Saturday, November 10th, 2007
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8:20 pm
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Friday, November 9th, 2007
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3:48 pm
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held one hand, then held another didn't kiss one, but kissed the other
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Wednesday, November 7th, 2007
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5:36 pm
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hard sting of a frozen evening biking home bandaged in fabrics
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Tuesday, November 6th, 2007
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10:07 am
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long soft nights of warm deep sleep waking up to a new day with the same sun and the same self looking for the patterns in a life of patterns each level of magnification just as complex as the previous chaos, entropy as slow beautiful things
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Monday, November 5th, 2007
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3:07 pm
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sat in a small, poorly lit room for hours i sat there and sang
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Saturday, November 3rd, 2007
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2:08 pm
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hand to chest, in search of a heartbeat where there should have been strength was only a shadow no life boat, just the wake of a wave
palm to breast, in search of a pulsing wondering if my heart was softly fading, or sinking seven in the morning, looking for confirmation
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Saturday, October 27th, 2007
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10:49 am
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Wednesday, October 24th, 2007
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2:09 pm
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Wednesday, October 17th, 2007
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2:08 pm
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to better keep the time alive and well
a small thing becomes big if you give it room to grow
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Sunday, October 14th, 2007
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3:39 pm
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Saturday, October 13th, 2007
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4:43 pm
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quick glances at myself in the mirror then long stares when i'm feeling up for it
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Thursday, October 11th, 2007
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4:01 pm
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last night i emerged from a bath of hot water into the cool breeze of a silent night i looked out at my muddy yard and inhaled it the pear tree was empty of leaves
i said a prayer for the first time in a very long time i said "dear divine universe" (this, i thought, was a decidedly general yet beautiful enough greeting) i said "dear divine universe, help me be who i am to become."
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